background music

bugs flying in my head.

Occasionally, I zone out. in those instants, I strategize, I rehearse, I rationalise, I think back.
Like a song on continuous play mode, I deliberately tune the stray thoughts out, so that I can perform for the task at hand. Haunting me, but managed temporarily. Till I unleash what need be for my sanity when I can.

你要知道你为什么会哭。

也许是因为我不服。　这想法健康吗？still sorting it out.